Erotic Salad
I would strip you naked
Rub you down with extra virgin olive oil
Spread you on a sheet of satin
While the oils penetrate your total body
I would take my fingers
I'm not sure how many
Slither them inside you
Opening you up
Take a little vinegar balsamic
Slowly watch it run down between your succulent breasts
A pinch of Italian herbs
Take my mouth and taste you slowly
Find its way to your opening
My tongue would reach in gently
In circular motion eat you
This would be the antipasto love
How Must I Love
The mysteries are answered with a foible
Like the depths of the ocean though dark
Life is in movement in it's endless night
Ask of me your questions without waver
The truth speaks only to listening ears
You are indelible in my vision
I have strength in my hidden eyes
Show me your tenderness when I am weak
My needs are your wants if not complete
Hold my desires release your longing appetite
Cry and let the sounds surround the morning
How must I love a love so dear
Without the punishing love is not clear
I am who I pretend not to be
Casting nets to engulf my survival
I have fooled the sun and the rain weeps
Tired by the lost wilting of my songs
I have opened your gates to sooth the flesh
Drenching your body with rivers of salt
My soul seeks freedom from this angst
Do I call out to a deafening sinister world
Hold me tight tighter never let go
Laughing At The Morning Sun
Cry the savage of lost ruins loud til
deafening the soul
I have wandered through the storms of my ego
Clutching to my sanity as if it were the rood in my life
The rosary burns each bead as the flame awakens
God seeks my presence too early his call boisterous demanding
I wear not rags soiled threads but cloth of riches and pure
I speak of truth not fiction and yet I stumble with my words
The breath is thick sometimes choking hanging from the willow
Seeking out the moments towards the nave in frigid darkness
Tall in his throne a giant among serpents he feeds his dogma
Do I feel his sorrow his weakness his lack of love
If I could cut his spirit and place it in sepulcher for eternity
My heart would surround the universe with grace
Comfort me in my sadness your power has swayed the tortures
Place the oils of your softness on my flesh and heal the wounds
Let the moon nourish our bodies seeking undying harmony
Embrace my need for you with fondness in silent rage
I bleed I cry I search for forgiveness not with guilt
In sorrow of unwanted scripture like stones and walls of death
Laughing at the morning sun with salt sweat nakedness
Playful onanism she pounds grasping me near with screams of joy
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Truth
My soul angers
Wondering if time has escaped me
I am dead inside when I search for thirst
And yet no hand draws me near
Speak to me in salvation
I will understand you have cuts
Not be in discordance with me
I beg for moments of truth
Kiss my face with gentleness
I cry alone but never loud
Sorrow is felt but hidden from all
I try to fly high only to fall
I swimble hoping to rest
Close the doors to this anguish
Come to me in pure thought
Shall I die alone
With the dust of ecstasy on my body
Flowers wilt and fade with the earth
God I am here
Are you listening only to echoes
Lift me hold my spirit
My destination is your path
You have lost trust in me
The hills tire me
My hand reaches like the shooting star
Why must we die
NEW Through
My Window
Through my window there are many worlds
Some created some visible only to my eyes
The flying machines the crashing beams
Waterfalls clouds that resemble cotton balls
Aging man youthful girls purple trees
Through my window I can fly high
Converse with the moon touch the sky
Slide on rainbows soak in the rain
Build castles of sand feel no pain
Through my window she waits for me
To journey in lands of fantasy
Never a clock or time to rush
Treasures of love that ooze and gush
Through my window my music is free
Profound are the words meaning to me
Naked I stand without fault or shame
Never to judge the riches I gain
Through my window life is precious
Full of hope and unpretentious
Children laugh with sound elation
God smiles
NEW My My My
My lips search for your softness
My soul hungers for your heart
My body is swept in a motionless wave
That carries me afar
Have I spoken these words before
Only in my dreams
Do I understand love
When you reach out to me
How can I not
I tower with dreams fearing the outside
Time has crossed our paths
My hand reaches your embrace
A forever illusion that eats away
Subdue my anxious display of wisdom
I am the cave dark with writing
Bound in misty views of love
Seeking my own worth
I need silence I need need
Never has my throat hanged
I am connected He knows
Crying in the grey wind
I breath not like before
My fingers tingle a reminder
Water blinds my lost eyes
Layer the visions unwanted
Where is my home
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Libra
I tire keeping love alive
The pieces of my heart are scattered like autumn leaves
I resist and bathe in tears of sorrow
I give and feel pain
I am the Libra the balance
Only I tilt in sadness
You have brought me to the mountain
I jump and pretend with wings
Knowing I will land and shatter
Let me vanish to search myself
Peace will be found in you
I torment with unsweetened fruits
My body aches without sleep
I mourn the ashes we sorely in the wind
Have I died or is living our death
Close me from your internal suffering
Save yourself from uncertainty
The beast is within me
White Sails
I stand alone on the white sandy shores
Watching the sunset bid me farewell
In the distant a vessel is peaceful and still
Massive white sails shadow the blue waters
The horizon is an endless dark line
Without movement or reflecting concern
The rythym of the tide rushes to my feet
Bringing ocean treasures to rest aver
The breeze dances on my face
Whispering her voice from far away
With eyes shut she is present
Grasping my invisible silence
I have loved in so many ways
Unliving with mirrors of gray deceit
Sometimes with dignity unafraid of virtue
Nestled in her seeds of security never to wander
I stare at the abyss in constant fear
Watching her sink she fades in waves
Knowing I have loved without end
NEW Blurred
Bring me your love in colors untwisted
by doubt
My pain is the silence from familiar voices
The lullaby longing for my hearts comfort has vanished
Blurred with resistance of powerless guilt
I run the endless marathon crying to be saved
She now holds me not with complete inner power
Rather like a child confused in crystal tears
My strength has faded with breathless overture
Climbing the brittle vine burning with scars
How must I be sorry for the blindness?
Killing me with absence of wanting temptation
Giving away to mindless and impure passion
Sleeping with tainted lust of uncertainty
Kissing the emptiness that shallows the touch
Like the demon whore in repeated cold dreams
Your words of steel have stripped my beliefs
Never to embrace the chances once more
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